sTrAiGht jAcKEt FeELiNG

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when the memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

DeepLy..

Aku tak bisa bersikap seperti biasanya..
Aku harus berani menatap ke depan..menata hatiku..
Air mataku tak berhenti mengalir..
Aku tak bersuara mengeluarkan sepatah apapun jua..

Meskipun salah..!
Aku menangis..!!!
Aku tak menginginkanmu!!!
Tapi..aku tak mengerti jalan pikiranku akhir2 ini..
Terlebih untuk memahamimu...!

Aku ingin membuka mataku..
Dan segera bangkit berpaling arah darimu..
Tapi perasaan ini begitu hangat dan menyenangkan..
& aku..
Masih ingin menikmatinya beberapa saat lagi...

dAn mUNgkin..ini sAatnyA,,,
bAgi ApA2 yANg tAk kAn sEiNdAh sEpErti sEbELUmnyA...
mEskipUn kAn sLALu Ada sEULAs sENyUm tErsEmbUnyi dBALik sEtiAp tUndUkAn kEpALA...
dsEtiAp pALiNgAn mUkA...

tEtApi...
tEtAp..,,, "AKU TAK KAN PERNAH KEMBALI MENGARAHKAN PANDANGANKU"...!!!

sEKALipUn uNtUk 1 kErLiNgAn mATA..!!!
mAAFkAn AkU yANg tLAh mENuTup mAti..uNtUk sEMuA ArAh yAnG mERuJuk kEPAdAmU..!!!
kArNA mUnGkiN nAntinyA..tErLALu sAkIt bAGikU..sAat gEtir iNi kEmbALi tErsiBAk..!
& kInI..
hANyA AdA 1 jALAn yANg tERsisA UntUk kU..
tAk pEdULi ApApUn yAnG hARUs tERLEwAti...
mEmAng tERLALu nAiF...
AqU..
SiFAtkU..
& sEmUA yANg mEmbUAt qU hARus bELAjAr tANpAmU..
yAnG dULu pErNah mEnJAdi wARNa wArni dkSEhAriAnkU...
bErkALi kU sEsALi diri..
tApi sAyAng..
"AKU BUKAN ORANG2 YANG SERING DIKALAHKAN PERASAAN...!!!

(Maafkanlah aqu..
maafkan atas dustaku slama ini..tak berterus terang kepadamu...
Maafkanlah aqu..LUPAKANLAH KITA PERNAH SALING CINTA...!!!)

sWEEt SaCrificE

It´s true, we´re all a little insane.
But it´s so clear,
Now that I´m unchained.

Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it´s taking over all the time.

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me. Don´t deny.
Sweet sacrifice.

One day I´m gonna forget your name,
And one sweet day, you´re gonna drown in my lost pain.

Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it´s taking over all the time.

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
And oh you love to hate me don´t you, honey?
I´m your sacrifice.

(I dream in darkness
I sleep to die,
Rase the silence,
Erase my life,
Our burning ashes
Blacken the day,
A world of nothingness,
Blow me away.)

So you wonder why you hate?
Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?

You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me.
Don´t deny.
Sweet sacrifice.

My SAcRifice

Hello my friend we meet again
It’s been a while where should
we begin...feels like forever
Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you gave to me
Oh.. I remember

When you are with me
I’m free...I’m careless...I believe
Above all the others we’ll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

We’ve seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around
in an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind
Let’s find peace there

Coz.. When you are with me
I’m free...I’m careless...I believe
Above all the others we’ll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice
I just want to say hello again

C0uLd it p0ssibLy 0F Us..?

knpa mwa na jd gni?
Npa la yg jd k0rbAN?
Emg slah la apa'n?
..ga adiL bged qlo la judja dbw ikuTan dlm mslah ne!
la ga pernah tw appun sblumny..
Truz knpa ckrg mwa brantakan?brantakan bged!
C0ba dEh pkir qlo s'andainy ada dp0si2 la? Tw ga gmana skitny? Pernh ngrasa ga gmana ancurny qlo hruz nglepasin org yg qta syg!

It's ok!
TerSErah muw bLg apa!
..muw bLg bEgo'!
Bod0h! Atw apa Lah!
I jusT d0n't CARe!
Biarin!
Mgkn emg la bd0'!
KLwat mntingin pRasaAn la!
Tp muw gmana lg..emg bner gtU koq yg la rasain skrg!
La msiH BL0m bsa bwad ngmbl kepuTusan n Jauh dr dy..!
LA MASIH SAYANK!
Ga ykin bget qlo la bsa jauhan..!

..la jd nysel,npa ya k0q qta bsa ktmu! Jlan breng! Truz jdian!
Haruzny la k0nsisten sm jnji La..
Kalo la ga bkalan pcran dlu..mpe la bner2 bsa nglakuin sst. Yg bner2 bALancing sm prasaan la! Mpe dtik ne knpa la msh bsa dkalahin pRAsaAN La?
Kpan la bsa ikhlas dg smua yg trjdi?
Ya,allah..m'f in la..udh nglanggar jnj la..
Ternyta la emg msh kLwt lbil bwat ngrti sm yg namany cnta!
Ne emg slah la..
Tp t0Lg br la wktU uTk brsmany..
Mpe la bsa nrma knytaan qlo qta emg ga mungkn bsa b1.
Utk saat ini..jujur..la msh blom sggup..bwd nglepasin dy..

Tuhan,please..
La msh pgen sm dy..
Bri la wktU..smpe nanti la bsa..

La syg b2y..

Puici bkINan bA2y_

Puisi ini pasti bWad mu..
BAitnya bicAra tEntAng kiSahmu..
Yang kAu tEbAr dI LangIt maLam..
HuruFnya menyUsun kAtA CintA unTuk mu..
Terangkai dari huruf-huruf yang terbentuk di hatiku..
AkU..
Cintamu..
& Cinta Bwad mu untUk sLamanya...
^_^






CiNta adaLah sEMesTa Luas..
Tidak TertUtUp oLEh jaRing-jaRing kAta..
TiDak tERpENjara oLEh tERaLi-tERaLi makna..
CinTa hIdUp di Hati Q-ta..
Dan nApAsnya sELaLu Ada...



Uuw..
So sWEEt..
MkAciE..saiaank qUh..